Meh... Boredom.

So I am just sitting here... a little bored, but content. I was looking through old pictures of me and I cannot believe how much I have changed. My hair, my face, my body. I have lost almost 60 lbs. since May of 2007.

That was me in about May of 2006. Short hair, chubby face and about 60 lbs heavier. Now in this picture you can see how much I have changed. I don't know I'm just proud of myself. I am 28 yrs old now and am healthier then I have been in a long time. I am more confident in myself, I look in the mirror and say "Not bad!" rather than "UGH!!!"

More updates...

My niece is getting bigger everyday. She is the most beautiful little person in the world! Here is a little video of her cuteness!! REVEL IN IT! tee hee

She is soooo soooo soooooo UH-DOOR-UH-BULL!

Anywho... I just wanted to blog. Have an amazing week! Love you all and be good to yourselves!

An update!

So I am living on the outskirts of Auburn, almost Federal Way, and I am quite enjoying it. I am living with my wonderfully amazing boyfriend Brian. He is the best. I was living with a couple friends in Auburn... which did not work out. Things were a little hostile in that environment and we had the opportunity to live here so we went with this. It's a great house, its nice and big. We are staying with his sister, her boyfriend and their UH-DOOR-UH-BULL little boy Markus. We have the whole downstairs to ourselves and its great! We have an area for our bed, a living room, and a cubby where we are going to put our computers. Its basically like a studio apartment. Just no kitchen or bath :P Sorcha is now going to be 5 months old. She is getting big!


There are a few pics of her. And here is one of me and my Brian. He is truly a blessing to my life and my heart.

I am hoping that all this means a turn around in the way things have been going for me. I am really happy in my relationship, and my life. Although the finances could always be better *smirk* I am very happy.

Sorcha Rose is here!

This is my niece Sorcha Rose, my brother's new bundle of joy and she is so beautiful! I fell in love with her the moment I set eyes on her! We got to the hospital at like 6am, and I had not slept but these are the pics! SO CUTE!!!

Work...work...and yes more work.

I have been working so much the past couple... well few weeks its insane! I just got promoted at my work... which brought on a lot of stress. First of all when they did my criminal background check it came back that I had a warrant. I was shocked!!! Then I called the courthouse and the lady I spoke too said "umm who told you that you have a warrant? Cause there is nothing here" So I call my work, and I tell my manager what the lady had said. Then it turns my background check came back clear that morning... weird right? So I go to the courthouse and get a document that says I don't have any warrants, nor were any EVER issued, and take that to her at work. I have only ever been pulled over for expired tabs. Which is not a warrantable infraction. I was so relieved to hear this, but at the same time... I WAS SO STRESSED OVER THOSE COUPLE DAYS!!! So now, this week is going to be oh so fun! (do you sense the sarcasm?) I am working 9 hours tomorrow, then I will be in Seattle all day on Sunday for Bumbershoot! Till about 1 am... then I get to go to work open to close the next day! I am already so tired of it. It's experience. But its VERY tiring. I am trying to get back into the Pharmacy field. My grandpa really wanted me to do that. So wish me luck in this adventure/path in my life! Im going to need it! As for everyone I hope you are all well and doing great! Miss you all!

*hugs*

More pics of my trip.

I thought that I would post some more pics of my trip and my cousin's wedding. I had such a great time there. It was nice to see my family.

This is my cousin Brandon. Caught him making a funny face!
My aunt with Brandon's little girl Angelez. She was adorable. I got to hold her for a little while, then she realized she didn't know me. ha ha

My Aunt Sue and my beautiful cousin Sheena. She was such a beautiful bride. I am so happy for her.

Sheena and her dad coming down the isle.

This is my dad, his fiancee Carol (I LOVE HER), and mi abuelita.

You can't really tell, but this is the humpback whale we saw on our glacier cruise. It was so close we could hear it blowing water of its spout. THAT WAS AMAZING!

These were the otters just chillin on their backs! It was so cute cause they were just staring at us as we slowly went by. I had no idea they get up to 5 feet, and 100 pounds. They aren't all that small.

This is the polar bear at the zoo, he was very cooperative for the camera!

And this is the house I spent a lot of my time in. There are a lot of memories in that house. When we drove by I almost thought I would see their cars in front of it. The yard is very different... but the house still looks that same on the outside.

Well I hope you enjoy the pics. I know I had a lot of fun up there. It was a great escape while it lasted.

You're a constant echo, I hear ringing in my ears...

I don't know if many people can relate, but I am sure some can. I just wish my life would get back to normal sometimes. I miss the normal part where my grandpa was still alive, I miss a certain someone so much. I try not too. I never thought that I would be where I am at right now. I guess it's all part of God's plan for me, and I try to have faith in him and know that he wants me to learn from these situations I get put in. But it's so hard to accept. I guess to accept and move on. I try to be strong but it's so hard when all you want to do everyday is cry because your life changed from normal to what the heck is going on? Where am I? I just wish I could breathe. My heart aches so bad lately, and I miss my family. I miss the structure. I have alienated myself from so many people, and it's because I get tired of faking happy. I try to be happy for real, but it's hard when you feel like you can't cry.

Back from Alaska.

Well. I went to Anchorage. I had a lot of fun. My cousin got married, we went to the zoo, went on a glacier cruise... got to see my family. It was nice. I almost didn't want to come home. Ha ha! These are some of the glaciers we saw from the boat. We got really close and its amazing how cold it was, just from the wind coming over it.


Just a few pics from our trip. It was AMAZING.